Jul 26, 2022 22:09
It feels like I am a stranger looking in, when re-visiting some of my old posts (say, back in 2006). It was a very different world then - and maybe I was naiive, in writing about how I felt about things, and, I confess, perhaps with a mind to impress readers. I feel like I am a different person now. How different? Older, maybe more cycnical. Hard to define. As a start, I have a different focus now, I want different things. Something more creative - but perhaps the dreadful realisation that I won't be able to 'make it' big, in the time left. Would that even matter that much?