The life given- Its mine.
So God's been speaking to me so much on so many things recently, and the one that's been recurring over the many weeks after the ignite conference is that this life and this faith i have is mine, i have to take ownership of it and take charge of it.
There's too much to think about when we start thinking about life and whether its mine, or others', or our parents'. I keep getting lost and hitting dead ends now. Mind's been a bit of a mess lately but i thank God for that because its a lot easier to open up my bible to look at the directions God has. And then after that i try again to struggle on my own, but i get caught up in a mess again.
Maybe this is happening because ive been repeatedly praying for God to rid me of myself and the small bubble i've placed myself in, so suddenly what was initially clear in that small bubble is now unclear and messy because the bubble's burst. I have submitted and am now exposed to the unknown that isnt clear to me, and im not closing myself up again just so i can have a greater feeling of/ sense of understanding the world and the surroundings around me.
Discovery starts now. Lead me Lord, show me Lord, enlighten me, Lord. Show me your great mysteries, revelations, visions and dreams and more importantly, show me your heart.