Mew

Sep 06, 2002 20:53

Well I found my Koko has a journal *grins innocently* I am going to call him Koko from now on. Because its cute and he is daaaamn fine. He is very un happy though, and here I though sex would with me would make anyone better *winks* I am kidding. I been through alot lately. When I was hunting for Kokos and ran into Ryus. I ended up in bed with the man, and took his virginty in away. I never knew I could be so gentle with someone, it was nice. Different but very nice. We watched the sun come up on the beach. Something I have never really done before with a bed mate. It was very nice as I say again. Though Ryu chouldnt end the fire in me. I still burned with lust and needing, only a few can do this. One would be none other thatn Koko.

I saw Koko after that and was very welcomed to the fact I needed the releas he offers me. I need his abuse, his domanation of me. Its not him just what he gives me I need. IF I needed him it would be dangerous for us both. I keep my self from love, I have two sides. One that needs to be touched held and loved. The other that needs to be beaten abused and domanated. Ryuichi treats me like a girl though, I dont think he wants to be like this, I mean how I am.

AS I said Koko seems to be down in his journal, and angered. I think I am going to surprise him. What? You act if its something strange. Okay so he is good in bed, but he is human and needs to know that he is needed as a freind too. Maybe I can do that for him. Its the lest I can offer in return for all this wounderful sex he has given me. Maybe a presten would cheer him up. I do have this red ribbon in my closet, and I know theres a bow some where. Hehehe oops I dont think he would want ME as a gift, I am just being silly. Well I have to nap for a little bit befor I head out on the hunt again. This time something to give Koko.
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