The party
Well I went to Koko's party, it wasnt really his but Haru set up for him. I know he was feeling down and all but by the end of the night he was looking much happier *snickers* Who ever that boy is that able to make Koko happy I would love to give him a kiss. I hate seeing my freinds and lovers unhappy.
I saw Miyabi there and started on working giving him his birthday present, which he was much enjoying. I am good at what I do, if it wasnt for Koko and his nushi moods I would of done the same to him. I didnt want to bother him tonight with my own sexual drives. He put on a great show, sorry I wasnt paying much attention to you. If you want you can spank me later for it Koko *winks giggling*
He asked where I had been, I was around. I was taking a break from my conquests after Ryuichi. We dont fit together nicely, but it was a good break from the uncaring lets fuck and then you need to leave men I usually end up in bed with. He is very romantic but stuck to the fact I must really be a girl. I gave him a kick because he desvered it. I was having lots of fun with Miya untill he ditched me *sighs* But I understand his friend needed him. His freind looked pretty fucked up too, i am sure he will be okay.
When he came back I tried to relax him, that didnt work no matter how nice he found another friend of his more attracting. I guess I cant win huh? My band mates are still not thrilled with me either right now. They dont understand that I do need this, I need the sex, the pain, the everything. Koko your the only one so far that I know that has been able to give me what I need sometimes. I thank you as a freind for that.
I ended up leaving not long after I spanked Masa's ass which was amusing. I got hom and checked the cuts left from the last time I was with koko there still healing nicely. He did cut a bit to deeply leaving some silvery scars, but their a good reminder of who I am and what I am. Yup I am pretty much a slut driven by sexual creature and people who have a problem with that are not good for me. I dont mind it though not at all. I got the idea Miya didnt really want my birthday present but its still there for him when ever he wants a quick one night stand. Hey what can I say *shrugs* I find him sexy, why wount I want to be in his bed if it only be for a night.
Thats realy all I am good for is quick sex then go on to the next. I am not a lover or someone you want to love. Ryuichi's being romantic me is a bad thing, is making me want things I shouldnt want. Yeah you got that I want to be loved too. Though is not going to be happening, maybe one day when someone can stand to be around me for more than sex. My habits wont be changing for a long time, which is find by me. Well Miya and Koko have my number if they want me they can call me even if its to chat and hang out. You know I need to just start doing that with Koko, hanging out, drinking, picking up men *laughs* or just shopping. I need new shorts any way, these have a hole in them. Heheh oh well.
I saw Miyabi there and started on working giving him his birthday present, which he was much enjoying. I am good at what I do, if it wasnt for Koko and his nushi moods I would of done the same to him. I didnt want to bother him tonight with my own sexual drives. He put on a great show, sorry I wasnt paying much attention to you. If you want you can spank me later for it Koko *winks giggling*
He asked where I had been, I was around. I was taking a break from my conquests after Ryuichi. We dont fit together nicely, but it was a good break from the uncaring lets fuck and then you need to leave men I usually end up in bed with. He is very romantic but stuck to the fact I must really be a girl. I gave him a kick because he desvered it. I was having lots of fun with Miya untill he ditched me *sighs* But I understand his friend needed him. His freind looked pretty fucked up too, i am sure he will be okay.
When he came back I tried to relax him, that didnt work no matter how nice he found another friend of his more attracting. I guess I cant win huh? My band mates are still not thrilled with me either right now. They dont understand that I do need this, I need the sex, the pain, the everything. Koko your the only one so far that I know that has been able to give me what I need sometimes. I thank you as a freind for that.
I ended up leaving not long after I spanked Masa's ass which was amusing. I got hom and checked the cuts left from the last time I was with koko there still healing nicely. He did cut a bit to deeply leaving some silvery scars, but their a good reminder of who I am and what I am. Yup I am pretty much a slut driven by sexual creature and people who have a problem with that are not good for me. I dont mind it though not at all. I got the idea Miya didnt really want my birthday present but its still there for him when ever he wants a quick one night stand. Hey what can I say *shrugs* I find him sexy, why wount I want to be in his bed if it only be for a night.
Thats realy all I am good for is quick sex then go on to the next. I am not a lover or someone you want to love. Ryuichi's being romantic me is a bad thing, is making me want things I shouldnt want. Yeah you got that I want to be loved too. Though is not going to be happening, maybe one day when someone can stand to be around me for more than sex. My habits wont be changing for a long time, which is find by me. Well Miya and Koko have my number if they want me they can call me even if its to chat and hang out. You know I need to just start doing that with Koko, hanging out, drinking, picking up men *laughs* or just shopping. I need new shorts any way, these have a hole in them. Heheh oh well.