lost and still not found!!!!!
Hi, well this is a little weird. i have found myself wandering. yes, as in movement. lately i have found a way to f*** up everything. i attempted to break up with my gf twice, but both times i went to talk to her i felt weak..almost. so i never went threw with it. i get pissed at her too often. i think we are doing better(we as in me) and i still have a few bumps we need to work out( code for she needs to agree with me more). i think this is it. i have tried pushing away and like the loving person she is she came back. she has attempted to piss me off but i perservered. i was diligent and thats why we are where we are(pissed). hey i love her and usually cant wait to talk to her...so i think this is something special. all i can do is stay Semper fidelis, and hope that she does the same. non te odi sed non te amo. sum sinister in mei viam. Odi sed Amo. this is confusing. amat ashalae. well with that said i bid u well.