Everything takes time.
I quit Aion already it would seem, I attempted to play it after having some friends that I missed gaming with talk about playing it with me, I decided to play a Cleric (I love healing, its a fact). And started leveling, after 2 hours of personal investment I was level 5! ... they were all somewhere around level 20ish, I started playing the game to play with them but their already way past where I am... just no drive to catch up now that its been 2 weeks since then... WoW is still kind of on the side, but I'm hoping I can be borish with it and have my roommate find someone more interested in being his arena partner. Irony how he always calls me a nerd.
Getting back to life though, I had someone recognize me as a graphic designer today just from all the doodling they always see me doing whenever I have a free minute here or there, and commissioned me to make a design for their humane kennel that's located a few towns over. Nothing fancy, just something to put on a business card or stationary. They wanted a husky's face being held by two hands ala the apple from the twilight book cover; so I played around with a few sketches, and I like the one where I have him looking up at you, it's amazing what perspective can do sometimes.
Finally getting myself in shape mentally, I always sit around complaining about how I'm never motivated enough to do anything, but thats because things take time, and I always go for instant gratification with projects. I've been working on a few lately and have accepted that in order for things to become good, I have to potentially invest months into them, if not longer. I just hope I have the integrity to follow through with what I'm starting. No half finished project this time please...