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i hate that you consume my thoughts.
i hate that everynight at 11:11 i make a wish i feel like i wasted.
i hate that everytime i hear a song that makes me think of you i cant change the station.
i hate that when i see you you pretend im not there.
i hate that i dont feel the slightest attraction to you, but when youre not there, i miss you so much it hurts.
i hate that i make you feel awkward because i made a mistake.
i hate that i dont know what that mistake is.
i hate that i love your best friends, but cant be one.
i hate that you kissed me the next morning.
i hate that we kissed at all.
i hate that i loved kissing you.
i hate that nothings the same, but nothings changed.
and more than anything,
i hate that i cant make myself hate you.
i hate that everynight at 11:11 i make a wish i feel like i wasted.
i hate that everytime i hear a song that makes me think of you i cant change the station.
i hate that when i see you you pretend im not there.
i hate that i dont feel the slightest attraction to you, but when youre not there, i miss you so much it hurts.
i hate that i make you feel awkward because i made a mistake.
i hate that i dont know what that mistake is.
i hate that i love your best friends, but cant be one.
i hate that you kissed me the next morning.
i hate that we kissed at all.
i hate that i loved kissing you.
i hate that nothings the same, but nothings changed.
and more than anything,
i hate that i cant make myself hate you.