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[keishatee]

heart out on the table.
i cant be with anyone.
and i never knew why.
im helplessly and hopelessly in love.
i broke his heart.
i betrayed his love and trust.
and he still loves me.
maybe not as much.
but every night i sleep to dreams of him.
i wake to thoughts of him.
i cry to memories of him.
i want nothing but him.
i hope for the day things come back around.
the day i find him holding me still.
i want to just wake up from this nightmare,
with him wiping the sweat from my forehead.
hearing him tell me im silly and that nothing so would ever happen.
never.
and i would believe him.
cause he wouled never lie to me.
never hurt me.
the way i hurt him.