i'm sorry.

[keiriku]

so i've come to the conclusion that
indeed,
there is no hope for me.

one of these days,
this will be too much for me to bear.

and although i know no one is reading this anyway,
i apologize to all the people who ever will,
the people who know me,
& the people who i wish cared enough to read this..
or even ask how i was.

one of these days, it's undoubtable that i'll end up killing myself.
planned or on a whim;
expected or surprising;
i know it will be done.

and i'm sorry in advance.