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Has anyone else noticed that when your good mates don't call you up to see how you are, you get sort of angry about it but you don't really want to call them to see how they are because you just get so worked up and make up all these ridiculous reasons about why they haven't called.
I found my way over to 'Lando's journal today. I must say I've never felt like I've drifted apart from a friend until now. I've always been one to keep in touch with friends, I don't know why I've lost communication with Orlando of all people. He's been like a brother to me. It's a very unpleasant feeling though, to feel that you don't really know who your friend is anymore. Makes me feel terrible for not ever calling him or just stopping by. He'd probably be too busy anyway.
Same with Johnny as well. I haven't talked to him in quite sometime.
Why do I feel the need to keep dwelling in things that bring me down the most? Maybe instead of complaining about things that make me unhappy I should do something about it all to get away from it, change it.
EDIT: On a happier note, I love Ben, he's just so sweet. He got me this absolutely gorgeous necklace for my birthday!
I found my way over to 'Lando's journal today. I must say I've never felt like I've drifted apart from a friend until now. I've always been one to keep in touch with friends, I don't know why I've lost communication with Orlando of all people. He's been like a brother to me. It's a very unpleasant feeling though, to feel that you don't really know who your friend is anymore. Makes me feel terrible for not ever calling him or just stopping by. He'd probably be too busy anyway.
Same with Johnny as well. I haven't talked to him in quite sometime.
Why do I feel the need to keep dwelling in things that bring me down the most? Maybe instead of complaining about things that make me unhappy I should do something about it all to get away from it, change it.
EDIT: On a happier note, I love Ben, he's just so sweet. He got me this absolutely gorgeous necklace for my birthday!