Mar 28, 2012 14:57
Writing a job application. Am fucking terrified. There's this enormous pressure in wanting something very much and really wanting to make the best impression possible, and knowing that it's probably going to go to someone else with better credentials but still not giving in to defeatism because if you don't even try you know you won't get it.
I just want to write HIRE ME FUCKERS YOU COULD DO WORSE AND I'M CUTE but, uh, probably not winsome.
Financially we could get by if I had a parttime job, but that'd shoot my retirement fund to hell. Haha grownup issues.
Why does it feel like the only thing I am capable of is reading Homestuck fic?
life