WOW
wow, i had an awesome night last night. like not to be weird but like I really felt that God was there last night. like i didn't know that until austin and cotton told me how there night went. what if they wouldn't have came to roberts house. we would have never had that intense conversation. i felt soo happy to be a christian. i really felt like God was there. what blew my mind even more is that like whenever we were talking about it, some random person called george and basically wanted to start some mess and like we all knew that that was the devil trying to intervene on our conversation and it kinda freaked me out how that happened.
you know, everything happens for a reason. its all in God's plan. he has a plan for all of us. i just wish i knew what he wants me to do in my life. sometimes i feel like there is this huge wall restricting me from him and i wanted it to come down so badly but its like its always there. this is what i wanna be, from the heart. i want to be full-on for Christ. i know that thats him in the back of my mind making me feel bad when i do something that i shouldnt so i know that hes there with me but i can still feel this void. i want to live my life only for him. like the song "mistaken" by warren barfield. those words are really amazing. like when i first really heard that song i was like man, thats how i wanna be. i just need to be strong in my faith and in my God. i know i can do it. i know that im strong so it shouldn't be a problem.
if any of you need God in your life or you feel like you've been running away from him, don't worry because he is ALWAYS there for you. ive come to find this out. he also works in very mysterious ways. he could be anything, he could be right in front of your face but you gotta look for em!
well i was gonna leave you with the lyrics to that song but i cant find them so...hmm just download it
God Bless!!
Hector
you know, everything happens for a reason. its all in God's plan. he has a plan for all of us. i just wish i knew what he wants me to do in my life. sometimes i feel like there is this huge wall restricting me from him and i wanted it to come down so badly but its like its always there. this is what i wanna be, from the heart. i want to be full-on for Christ. i know that thats him in the back of my mind making me feel bad when i do something that i shouldnt so i know that hes there with me but i can still feel this void. i want to live my life only for him. like the song "mistaken" by warren barfield. those words are really amazing. like when i first really heard that song i was like man, thats how i wanna be. i just need to be strong in my faith and in my God. i know i can do it. i know that im strong so it shouldn't be a problem.
if any of you need God in your life or you feel like you've been running away from him, don't worry because he is ALWAYS there for you. ive come to find this out. he also works in very mysterious ways. he could be anything, he could be right in front of your face but you gotta look for em!
well i was gonna leave you with the lyrics to that song but i cant find them so...hmm just download it
God Bless!!
Hector