Tears of Heart
To tell you that my eyes are crying out my heart
would be completely true.
See it's my heart that's crumbling into liquid
and spilling out my green eyes.
I guess you could call me a drama queen
but I could care less.You don't know what I'm going through.
I just hope that one day you won't be the one putting someone through this...
this pain i'm going through.
My moms on drugs the little girl cries.
As that little girl grows up
her heart slowly dies.
She's not bitter like you would think.
Something has kept her heart open.
But what's not there can't be held open.
So someone,
stop her mom from drinking,
what's left of her spilling heart.
In order to get at least an idea of what she's living
you must first get to know her.
Though she'll never tell you everything in her past.
she'll tell you a little of how she suffered.
Innocent and tainted
that's what most childeren are.
She's just like most childeren
only she struggels to keep up.
She struggels to survive.
That girl deserves to be alive.
Her mother disagrees
blames the girl for all her crimes.
Doing drugs that girl is doing
Selling herself that girl is selling
Learning nothing that girl is learning
Telling lies that girl is telling
That girl is dieing, she is dieing
From all the pushing and the shoving
That girl tries her best unlike her mother
She pushes herself to live
but why live if nothing changes
Why live if things only get worse
Why die if you worked so hard
Fighting that girl is Fighting
Struggling that girl is Struggling
Surviving that girl is Surviving
Through all the lies and pain her mother puts her through
from the one who's suppose to be the support
the legs to her table
the frame to her picture
She is the one who wasn't able
to show her love and affection
to catch her when she fell
Instead she's the one who pushed her
the girl lay bleading on the ground
but did not die there
Instead she learned to bare.
she continues with her fight
Struggle though she might
She still hopes for what's right.
None of the above may make sence to you, because it's just me rambling because I was upset. Something to motivate me to keep going, because if I don't..well I don't know any more.
I love you guys...just remember that..
would be completely true.
See it's my heart that's crumbling into liquid
and spilling out my green eyes.
I guess you could call me a drama queen
but I could care less.You don't know what I'm going through.
I just hope that one day you won't be the one putting someone through this...
this pain i'm going through.
My moms on drugs the little girl cries.
As that little girl grows up
her heart slowly dies.
She's not bitter like you would think.
Something has kept her heart open.
But what's not there can't be held open.
So someone,
stop her mom from drinking,
what's left of her spilling heart.
In order to get at least an idea of what she's living
you must first get to know her.
Though she'll never tell you everything in her past.
she'll tell you a little of how she suffered.
Innocent and tainted
that's what most childeren are.
She's just like most childeren
only she struggels to keep up.
She struggels to survive.
That girl deserves to be alive.
Her mother disagrees
blames the girl for all her crimes.
Doing drugs that girl is doing
Selling herself that girl is selling
Learning nothing that girl is learning
Telling lies that girl is telling
That girl is dieing, she is dieing
From all the pushing and the shoving
That girl tries her best unlike her mother
She pushes herself to live
but why live if nothing changes
Why live if things only get worse
Why die if you worked so hard
Fighting that girl is Fighting
Struggling that girl is Struggling
Surviving that girl is Surviving
Through all the lies and pain her mother puts her through
from the one who's suppose to be the support
the legs to her table
the frame to her picture
She is the one who wasn't able
to show her love and affection
to catch her when she fell
Instead she's the one who pushed her
the girl lay bleading on the ground
but did not die there
Instead she learned to bare.
she continues with her fight
Struggle though she might
She still hopes for what's right.
None of the above may make sence to you, because it's just me rambling because I was upset. Something to motivate me to keep going, because if I don't..well I don't know any more.
I love you guys...just remember that..