FUCK COSPLAY
seriously.
it's my golden birthday today and instead of enjoying it I'm having like the 100th breakdown over a stupid costume in a row. I've pumped an astronomical amount of worry and money (you don't even want to know) into this shit and every time I hit a roadblock I'm just ready to throw it out a window and cry pathetically.
I leave for Fanime Thursday morning.
I desperately wish I had someone here to help me because right now I'm battling a terrible headcold and lately my body hasn't been letting me sleep past 4-5hours a night (I have no idea why, it doesn't matter when I fall asleep, I wake up several hours earlier than I should). I'm a stressed, irritable, miserable wreck and all I want in the world is for this to work out after all I've put into it. It seems stupid to be such a mess over a dumb costume, but I'm like this because I've been giving it my all, having successes, only to repeatedly have it come back and present me with another wall of shit to climb over time and time again.
it's my golden birthday today and instead of enjoying it I'm having like the 100th breakdown over a stupid costume in a row. I've pumped an astronomical amount of worry and money (you don't even want to know) into this shit and every time I hit a roadblock I'm just ready to throw it out a window and cry pathetically.
I leave for Fanime Thursday morning.
I desperately wish I had someone here to help me because right now I'm battling a terrible headcold and lately my body hasn't been letting me sleep past 4-5hours a night (I have no idea why, it doesn't matter when I fall asleep, I wake up several hours earlier than I should). I'm a stressed, irritable, miserable wreck and all I want in the world is for this to work out after all I've put into it. It seems stupid to be such a mess over a dumb costume, but I'm like this because I've been giving it my all, having successes, only to repeatedly have it come back and present me with another wall of shit to climb over time and time again.