its out their gaiz. I'm just a big baby.
so I just got an fb message from a friend who went back to living overseas and omg I miss her so friggin' much. Life just isn't the same without her.
I wrote her a short letter telling her how mush I miss her and asking if shes gonna come back..blah blah blah the usual. In the letter I wrote 'I hope reading this will make you cry' she told me it didn't make her cry but remember the good times we shared. Her message however made me cry like a little bitch.
I'm at that part of my life where I'm on the verge of losing my mind and I honestly don't know if I'll make it out sane anytime soon. I hope I do though..I can't live like this. anyways that wasn't supposed to be the point of this entry!
Her message..it spoke to me. Its like shes here with me now and she knows what I'm feeling. I haven't seen her for almost 4 years and its like she knows everything..maybe someone told her I don't know but all I know is that no one have ever said that to me before. It makes me feel like I have hope and support which is a feeling I don't feel often. This message might have actually saved me from myself.
I'm pretty sure everything will sort out in life for you.
There's no such thing you failing life.
You got to be at the bottom of the hill to know when you're flying high.
Trust me, not knowing what to do with your life might leave you restless.
But it certainly does not look like you.
Thank you for that. You'll never know how much those 5 lines mean to me.