just because its him ~
i think he is the onli one who is capable of makin me do such silly stuff ~~~
running off during lunch just to see him off...
ha ~
this is the first time i did something so stupid..
in the past,
i onli went when i could...
this time,
i went even though i knew it might not be worth it....
but..
sometimes we just have to try our luck..
hahaha ~~~~
even though i could not pass him what i wanted to pass him personally ..
but at least i know he saw me ...
and acknowledged my presense...
just a simple wave was more den sufficient for me...
i really dun ask for much....
i have never asked for him to rem me...
but he did...
i have never asked for him to be so sweet,
but he always is....
i guess liking and supporting him realli is not as easy as i thought...
have been hurt tonnes of times,
be it by frens or foes....
there have been times i wanted to just give up...
go back to life before i started all these idol craziness...
back to the time when i never had to keep thinking abt what his opinion was of me....
ha ~
i do miss those days...
but i guess i have stepped onto the road of no returns...
hah ~
this is all his fault for being ever so sweet ~~~