???
i feel:
sick
confused
fantastic
scared
happy
nervous
guilty
silly
exhausted
ready
not ready
excited
...weird
take your pick, cause i can't
it's like all of these things have been rolled up into a ball and now live inside me.
i don't know what to feel.
i hate not knowing what is coming, but i love it at the same time.
school is over.
now what?
life begins?
has it already begun?
will it ever begin?
what have i got to show for 13 years of schooling?
i don't want another 13 years to go by as quickly as the last. i don't want to "grow up."
come to never never land with me so we can stay this age forever
sick
confused
fantastic
scared
happy
nervous
guilty
silly
exhausted
ready
not ready
excited
...weird
take your pick, cause i can't
it's like all of these things have been rolled up into a ball and now live inside me.
i don't know what to feel.
i hate not knowing what is coming, but i love it at the same time.
school is over.
now what?
life begins?
has it already begun?
will it ever begin?
what have i got to show for 13 years of schooling?
i don't want another 13 years to go by as quickly as the last. i don't want to "grow up."
come to never never land with me so we can stay this age forever