I love this place, I am free to express how I really feel with little to no consequence.
If I want to go out on ONE date with someone, who their room mate happens to be should not be a factor.
I hate going on places like Gay.com and Adam 4 Adam, they were fun when I was in my 20's but now its just a damn meat market to me.
My friend Chris is not coming to stay with me anymore. Having him around was going to be a nice reprieve from the loneliness. It is devastatingly clear I am alone, everyone thinks they know what is best. But everyone is either in a relationship, or has multiple prospects.
I either get a boyfriend on their terms or strike it on my own with little to no support. I feel sincerely trapped.
I have just put myself in a situation where I just feel lonely and with no support. I know with Casey I had no money and was stressed out all the time. But now I am LONELY and with no money. Exactly what I was afraid of.
My life is joke.
I hate going on places like Gay.com and Adam 4 Adam, they were fun when I was in my 20's but now its just a damn meat market to me.
My friend Chris is not coming to stay with me anymore. Having him around was going to be a nice reprieve from the loneliness. It is devastatingly clear I am alone, everyone thinks they know what is best. But everyone is either in a relationship, or has multiple prospects.
I either get a boyfriend on their terms or strike it on my own with little to no support. I feel sincerely trapped.
I have just put myself in a situation where I just feel lonely and with no support. I know with Casey I had no money and was stressed out all the time. But now I am LONELY and with no money. Exactly what I was afraid of.
My life is joke.