Dear LJ
As much as I am enjoying my new found privacy on here, I sure do miss one thing about livejournal.
People commenting!
I guess its a double edged sword really. With less people on here I can more honestly express my feelings. However, that also means the comments of love and support I used to get all the time have vanished as well.
I really should light a green candle tonight. The Full Moon is coming soon. I haven't done a very good job taking care of myself. Now I am almost out of time.
My mother and Bryan are pretty much fed up with me. I wish I hadn't left Casey, I was a better man when I was taking care of him. As soon as he left I suddenly stopped being a sympathetic provider and just became a scatter brained charity case.
I'm not good at anything that pays money. I'm good at making friends, and running games. Even that is subject to criticism. I can't even get the government to aid me temporarily with money even though I am poor and I NEED it.
I feel like such a failure right now.
People commenting!
I guess its a double edged sword really. With less people on here I can more honestly express my feelings. However, that also means the comments of love and support I used to get all the time have vanished as well.
I really should light a green candle tonight. The Full Moon is coming soon. I haven't done a very good job taking care of myself. Now I am almost out of time.
My mother and Bryan are pretty much fed up with me. I wish I hadn't left Casey, I was a better man when I was taking care of him. As soon as he left I suddenly stopped being a sympathetic provider and just became a scatter brained charity case.
I'm not good at anything that pays money. I'm good at making friends, and running games. Even that is subject to criticism. I can't even get the government to aid me temporarily with money even though I am poor and I NEED it.
I feel like such a failure right now.