Oct 20, 2003 10:40
i cant even explain it...i just wanna beat the fucking shit outta someone or something. It is possible that a run and going to lift would help me lose some anger, but im so f-in sore that it would hurt to much, and i have a huge fucking glass shard in my arm that hurts like hell and i cant get it out. my life is going downhill, im just gonna drink my sorrows away, then maybe ill feel bet- wait, NO, what i just said is the epitome of what an alcoholic would say. im not gonna drink them away, im gonna go hit the bag at the house with Leahy, yeah, thats what im gonna do...