Sep 03, 2003 16:41
oh man...i am tired...fuckin exhausted and i have to go lift and run here in about 30 minutes, which is gonna totally blow balls, but if i dont then i will fall behind and i wont be ready when nov. 3 rolls around and i have my tryout...oh yeah, and i was thinking about this the other day and i know i have a lot of people that think that me trying out is pointless, well, here is what i have to say to you...fuck you, it only fuels me more to succeed when people (and you know who you are) try to tell me that "D1 sports are too hard for you" and "your not gonna make it". and when i do make it, im gonna shove that shit right back in your face...sorry, i was really only talking to about 3 people when i wrote that, but it really pissed me off, all my life i have overcome people telling me i wasnt good enough, and im not about to start failing now...
im goin up the British Columbia in a week and a half to visit Erica and see a mariners game on the way up, so that will be fun, ryan is outta town till the 8th or so...so i really only have a couple peopel i can hang out with, so people should call me and we can hang out, im starting to get busy with worka nd figuring out shit im taking to OSU and going to see Erica and going to see John, so we will see how that goes...
paying for the bombs that fall on our children, now were headed for our own demise, dreamin up another mushroom cloud horizon, thats the bottom line, so its time to cancel my subscription, i just cant stomach anymore of the lies, violence equals violence and its no solution, thats the bottom line.
so call me if you wanna hang out 6381573...i leave on the 23rd or so...