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So just how many "back to work" entries has everyone made recently? Guess I'll just be adding to them. Oh well. That's really all I have to update on my status. Back to Work.
Toshiko and I went out to dinner the other day, which was pretty nice. I'm not one to really celebrate holidays but she insists on at least going out and doing something when everyone else is out partying. I tried telling her I was proud of her, but she said I only say that when I'm trying to change the subject. Tch. I don't get women, even my own daughter, apparently.
Course, there's always bad news. It's only a little ridiculous I put myself in this position to begin with. I can't say I regret it, I really don't, and maybe one day I'll get over it just like I've done before. Unfortunately, until then, it's more of dragging my ass around and trying to kick it into gear.
I guess I can't really complain. It wasn't like Amarao and I lasted very long. I invested a little too much and that's my fault. I'll pick myself back up, get back to what's important, and stop acting like a mopey teenager about it. I'm not an imaginative kind of guy, but I keep catching myself wondering about the "Could Have Beens" when I really should be concentrating on something else. It's irritating.
We all have our priorities, that's no secret. What they really are may not necessarily be public knowledge, but they're the things that keep us..moving on the right track, right? And, in the best case scenario, that track is supposed to result in happiness.
I just...really, really thought I was on the right one this time. Damn.
Toshiko and I went out to dinner the other day, which was pretty nice. I'm not one to really celebrate holidays but she insists on at least going out and doing something when everyone else is out partying. I tried telling her I was proud of her, but she said I only say that when I'm trying to change the subject. Tch. I don't get women, even my own daughter, apparently.
Course, there's always bad news. It's only a little ridiculous I put myself in this position to begin with. I can't say I regret it, I really don't, and maybe one day I'll get over it just like I've done before. Unfortunately, until then, it's more of dragging my ass around and trying to kick it into gear.
I guess I can't really complain. It wasn't like Amarao and I lasted very long. I invested a little too much and that's my fault. I'll pick myself back up, get back to what's important, and stop acting like a mopey teenager about it. I'm not an imaginative kind of guy, but I keep catching myself wondering about the "Could Have Beens" when I really should be concentrating on something else. It's irritating.
We all have our priorities, that's no secret. What they really are may not necessarily be public knowledge, but they're the things that keep us..moving on the right track, right? And, in the best case scenario, that track is supposed to result in happiness.
I just...really, really thought I was on the right one this time. Damn.