My first entry September 2, 2009
Hello. Today was interesting, i got my retainers. They arent what i expected, but they arent really that bad. They are clear, though it's pretty obvious they are there as much as it would be if they were some bright red or something. The 'fitting' of my retainers that was supposed to be 10 minutes ended up taking about 40 or so because they left me sitting in a chair while they went to do other things. I was pretty annoyed, but what can you do. At least the retainers fit. I guess that's what's important in the grand scheme.
At least my outfit was kinda cool today. I went to Hot topic yesterday and got some stuff. Today I wore tan capris, black airwalks, a black t-shirt that said "you'll never get over me", a wrist full of black and pink rubber bracelets, and a black and white checkered wristband. I topped the outfit with a black camo with splotches of pink and blue jacket. I wish i wasn't so fat. I could wear the best stuff. Like corsets or mini skirts, or skirts in general with leggings. I could wear middriffs, or anything i wanted. Life is a curse really. I have guilted myself, attempted to starve myself, and everything i could think of, but i never lose any weight. I hate myself. and life. Life is a creep. well, whatever.
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At least my outfit was kinda cool today. I went to Hot topic yesterday and got some stuff. Today I wore tan capris, black airwalks, a black t-shirt that said "you'll never get over me", a wrist full of black and pink rubber bracelets, and a black and white checkered wristband. I topped the outfit with a black camo with splotches of pink and blue jacket. I wish i wasn't so fat. I could wear the best stuff. Like corsets or mini skirts, or skirts in general with leggings. I could wear middriffs, or anything i wanted. Life is a curse really. I have guilted myself, attempted to starve myself, and everything i could think of, but i never lose any weight. I hate myself. and life. Life is a creep. well, whatever.
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