We just want to know...
JBO!
John Sandy Denilson
Friend of Mark, Fede, Carmen, Veronica
Where are you?
Are you okay? Please be okay.
I NEED you to be okay.
I HAVE TO believe that you're okay.
I don't know if you know this, I don't know if you'll ever read this, I don't know anything...
But someone has just told Sisbo on her LJ that you died in August last year.
Without explanation, without telling us who they were (even though from the words it seems like Veronica), without even sticking around to give us proof.
They just expect us to believe this.
But:
1. I dont want to believe it; and
2. I can't believe it.
It seems so unbelievably cruel to tell us that something's happened to you, when we don't have any way of confirming it.
It seems equally horrible to think that we could've kept living our lives, thinking about you at least once a year on your birthday and wishing you a 'happy birthday', hoping that you're happy with your family, with your kids-- as well as reminscing about the times we shared.
Where are you, dammit?!?
It hurts, thinking that it could be true.
But how can I discount it completely!?!
I NEED you to come back and tell us that it's not true.
That someone's just messing with us.
I won't even beat them up for making such a horrible attempt at being funny.
But I'll be too grateful that you're alive and okay.
Death-- I don't think there's anything wrong with it.
But you're too young Jbo, you've got your life ahead of you, you have kids!!!
The thought that your life-- a friend that I cherish and love-- has been cut short... I dont want that reality.
Please Jbo, if you ever read this-- regardless if it's tonight, a week, a year, a decade from now...
Please tell us it's not true.
Alternatively, if it's someone who knows what happened to Jbo, please come forward and help us get answers.
How are Sisbo and I supposed to just accept this, never really knowing either way?
John Sandy Denilson
Friend of Mark, Fede, Carmen, Veronica
Where are you?
Are you okay? Please be okay.
I NEED you to be okay.
I HAVE TO believe that you're okay.
I don't know if you know this, I don't know if you'll ever read this, I don't know anything...
But someone has just told Sisbo on her LJ that you died in August last year.
Without explanation, without telling us who they were (even though from the words it seems like Veronica), without even sticking around to give us proof.
They just expect us to believe this.
But:
1. I dont want to believe it; and
2. I can't believe it.
It seems so unbelievably cruel to tell us that something's happened to you, when we don't have any way of confirming it.
It seems equally horrible to think that we could've kept living our lives, thinking about you at least once a year on your birthday and wishing you a 'happy birthday', hoping that you're happy with your family, with your kids-- as well as reminscing about the times we shared.
Where are you, dammit?!?
It hurts, thinking that it could be true.
But how can I discount it completely!?!
I NEED you to come back and tell us that it's not true.
That someone's just messing with us.
I won't even beat them up for making such a horrible attempt at being funny.
But I'll be too grateful that you're alive and okay.
Death-- I don't think there's anything wrong with it.
But you're too young Jbo, you've got your life ahead of you, you have kids!!!
The thought that your life-- a friend that I cherish and love-- has been cut short... I dont want that reality.
Please Jbo, if you ever read this-- regardless if it's tonight, a week, a year, a decade from now...
Please tell us it's not true.
Alternatively, if it's someone who knows what happened to Jbo, please come forward and help us get answers.
How are Sisbo and I supposed to just accept this, never really knowing either way?