[journal] Today's event...:D

Jul 09, 2012 00:30


Happy! Gosh, I'm so happy today! I did it! Yay! I paid for it! For my failure from previous event in June..I paid it!

Today!
Event name: Jogja-Japan Week
Venue: Jogja National Museum
Time: July 5th - July 8th

I'll skip the first three days..there's not much to tell..(well, I'm being a jury for Japanese karaoke contest and all..but that's not the one that made me happy to the max..lol)

It's the last day, the July 8th one, I performed with my band..as usual, we played Acid Black Cherry's songs..
Before today's event, we played ABC's new songs..not the newest, but it's still new..we played three songs at that event: Re:birth, Fuyu no Maboroshi, and CRISIS.

To tell you the truth, it's a failure. At least for me. I couldn't remember Re:birth's lyric (maybe some of you know how Yasu wrote the lyrics for ABC songs). Since Re:birth was the first song we played back there, it affected my mood until the 2nd and the last song. I couldn't pour my soul to Fuyu no Maboroshi, and I couldn't enjoy CRISIS.

Gosh..I dislike my performance that day..I really do..it's not about the band..it's about me..when I can't enjoy one song, it'll ruin my mood the whole performing time..yeah, me and my bipolar blood..orz

There! Enough! I don't want to repeat that stupid-kind of performance again! I had to pay for it!

And today! No..it's yesterday..it's already pass midnight! lol
Yesterday! I made it! We played two different songs this time..the old songs, 20+ Century Boys, Fuyu no Maboroshi (again), and SPELL MAGIC.
Well, actually those are our first songs..yes! The first time we performed in 2009, we played those three songs..felt so nostalgic back there on the stage..:'D

And maybe it's our first songs, it's easier for me to remember the lyrics and to "live in the songs"..
I enjoy the songs! Myself! Our performance! The audiences! Everything! Yay!

And I got this from one of today's event's committee! It's so beautiful, isn't it? Thank you very much! (And later I know that her name is Maya..beautiful name!)



Aaah..I'm happy~ I'm so very happy~
Otsukaresama deshita~ thank you for today! It's a lovely day! ;D

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