God damn you all!
ack i hate this place. Georgia sucks. Theres nothing to do here and we're all hicks.
K now that i just got that out of the way. I look back and think, i've actually done rather well. I'm fairly succesful. I'm Second chair in Chamber, ranked in the top 50 out of 400 students, and i have a good amount of friends. But i guess everyone thinks their life sucks more than everyone elses. Coming home from work tonight all that crossed my mind.
Another thing i found is that everyone seems to want to cling to that last bit of highschool. "our last chance to be childish" I've already missed out on a bunch cuase of work. Homecoming, and our last home game. Damn it all. I'm tired of all this crap. All i want is just to sleep.
I'm bored. Espically with orchestra. I'm getting closer to how Adam must feel. We got new music and I sight read it really well. of course there were rough parts but for most of it i did just fine. I'm definatly getting better. But on fortunatly theres not a "higher Group" to go to. I just have to wait till sundays till i get go to GYSO. God i love that place. Just being there with all those amazing people is intoxicating! I always feel a little out of place cuase i don't know any of the other people, and i'm pretty far in the back. But the music is so much more fun. I've done a lot of work with it as well. And it may not always be as challenging but just playing the easy stuff is fun. Its challenging in all aspects.
I have nothing more to say other than. "Trust in me. I'm your friend no matter what"
Kei Dacova
K now that i just got that out of the way. I look back and think, i've actually done rather well. I'm fairly succesful. I'm Second chair in Chamber, ranked in the top 50 out of 400 students, and i have a good amount of friends. But i guess everyone thinks their life sucks more than everyone elses. Coming home from work tonight all that crossed my mind.
Another thing i found is that everyone seems to want to cling to that last bit of highschool. "our last chance to be childish" I've already missed out on a bunch cuase of work. Homecoming, and our last home game. Damn it all. I'm tired of all this crap. All i want is just to sleep.
I'm bored. Espically with orchestra. I'm getting closer to how Adam must feel. We got new music and I sight read it really well. of course there were rough parts but for most of it i did just fine. I'm definatly getting better. But on fortunatly theres not a "higher Group" to go to. I just have to wait till sundays till i get go to GYSO. God i love that place. Just being there with all those amazing people is intoxicating! I always feel a little out of place cuase i don't know any of the other people, and i'm pretty far in the back. But the music is so much more fun. I've done a lot of work with it as well. And it may not always be as challenging but just playing the easy stuff is fun. Its challenging in all aspects.
I have nothing more to say other than. "Trust in me. I'm your friend no matter what"
Kei Dacova