Feb 12, 2008 18:39
confidence is one of those things where you either have it, or you don't. i'm not necessarily talking about thinking that you're attractive or whatever, i'm talking about having enough confidence to believe in yourself and loving yourself. everyday, as far back as i can remember, i've always looked at myself and seen straight through. i've realized that no one is ever going to love me until i learn to love myself. fat or skinny. ugly or pretty. intelligent or unintelligent. fun or boring. it doesn't matter. i need to learn to look past all of my insecurites and learn that i am a good person. i need to learn that i'm a good friend, a good girlfriend, a good daughter, a good granddaughter. because i know if i don't, i'll just be miserable forever. i suppose realizing it would be the first step, but actually getting there, and actually believing in myself and what i tell myself is another story. i don't want to compare myself to others anymore. it's unrealistic and i wouldn't be my own person if i were like them. i know i can do it, and i will do it.
i know that i can be great because my name rhymes with it.
what other proof do i need?
heres to.. myself.