Hmmm..."Untitled"
So I'm unfocused right now and it's because I'm sooooo tired!!! And I keep thinkin about romance...when don't I!
I'm ever the romantic and such a dreamer. And of course reading romance novels DOES NOT help this but I do it to sort of escape school too!!!
I think I could pretty much remember every guy that I've had a crush on since middle school. I can't seem to forget!! I'm thinkin that if I took the attributes from each guy that I was attracted to a put them in a blender and mixed real well, I would come out with THE guy! But then I think that that's the guy that I want...maybe that's not the actual guy for me! I mean, we all know that I don't really ever get around to talking to actual guys now do I???
So then I think about how great it is going to be when THE guy and I actually meet or re-meet. Am I gonna have the butterflies? Will I know that it's HIM? Will it be a fast courtship or a slow one?
One thing I think I know is that we won't play games with each other because we'll be serious.
But I'm afraid that I'm going to be terrified! I know that I have to learn all of the things that go into a relationship but I'm going to be so nervous. This guy's actually going to think I'm beautiful! He's going to be interested in what I have to say. He's gonna want to meet my family and get to know me and want to talk to me and stuff.... And then he's gonna want to kiss me too! WHOA!!!
Sounds totally elementary, I guess, but I'm pretty much a virgin in all of those areas. And I'm clumsy and I know that it doesn't happen like it does in romance novels!
Can't wait till it happens! Everything is going to be nice. It will all come together. I wish that I could have a peek into the future to see who I end up with, where we meet, and how it all happens!
So that's my update!!! Nothing as exciting as job applications or stuff. I'm trying to talk Mom and Dad into helping me to get a decent car and Dad's trying to talk me into moving back to Louisiana. The little bro is moving home yet again (Dad has said that it's the LAST time!!!). But I do know that I am going to do the unthinkable and take the GRE and get my Master's in Nursing and Midwifery, practice for about five years and then do med school! I need some better grades to support me and the clinical experience won't be bad either!!!!
Whoo-hoo graduation in a few short weeks!!!
I'm ever the romantic and such a dreamer. And of course reading romance novels DOES NOT help this but I do it to sort of escape school too!!!
I think I could pretty much remember every guy that I've had a crush on since middle school. I can't seem to forget!! I'm thinkin that if I took the attributes from each guy that I was attracted to a put them in a blender and mixed real well, I would come out with THE guy! But then I think that that's the guy that I want...maybe that's not the actual guy for me! I mean, we all know that I don't really ever get around to talking to actual guys now do I???
So then I think about how great it is going to be when THE guy and I actually meet or re-meet. Am I gonna have the butterflies? Will I know that it's HIM? Will it be a fast courtship or a slow one?
One thing I think I know is that we won't play games with each other because we'll be serious.
But I'm afraid that I'm going to be terrified! I know that I have to learn all of the things that go into a relationship but I'm going to be so nervous. This guy's actually going to think I'm beautiful! He's going to be interested in what I have to say. He's gonna want to meet my family and get to know me and want to talk to me and stuff.... And then he's gonna want to kiss me too! WHOA!!!
Sounds totally elementary, I guess, but I'm pretty much a virgin in all of those areas. And I'm clumsy and I know that it doesn't happen like it does in romance novels!
Can't wait till it happens! Everything is going to be nice. It will all come together. I wish that I could have a peek into the future to see who I end up with, where we meet, and how it all happens!
So that's my update!!! Nothing as exciting as job applications or stuff. I'm trying to talk Mom and Dad into helping me to get a decent car and Dad's trying to talk me into moving back to Louisiana. The little bro is moving home yet again (Dad has said that it's the LAST time!!!). But I do know that I am going to do the unthinkable and take the GRE and get my Master's in Nursing and Midwifery, practice for about five years and then do med school! I need some better grades to support me and the clinical experience won't be bad either!!!!
Whoo-hoo graduation in a few short weeks!!!