Don't leave me..
*sigh*
Tomorrow is going to be the longest day in my entire life so far. Hank has court tomorrow, and I have to be at school. I hate waiting. I hate not knowing, and I really hate the idea of losing him.
I'll wait though, don't get me wrong. I'll wait as long as I have to. He's worth it. I guess I'm just worried... as always.. about everything.
My mother always told me that I have a big heart. I always try to do anything I can to help anyone, especially people I care about. And I care about Hank so much that it is killing me I can't do anything to make sure he is okay.
I'm just.. really sad.
Alcohol isn't a good idea when you're sad.. I realize this now.
*edit* due to people threatening to "kick my ass", I've made my journal friends only. If you really want to be added. I'm sure you'll find a way to let me know.
Tomorrow is going to be the longest day in my entire life so far. Hank has court tomorrow, and I have to be at school. I hate waiting. I hate not knowing, and I really hate the idea of losing him.
I'll wait though, don't get me wrong. I'll wait as long as I have to. He's worth it. I guess I'm just worried... as always.. about everything.
My mother always told me that I have a big heart. I always try to do anything I can to help anyone, especially people I care about. And I care about Hank so much that it is killing me I can't do anything to make sure he is okay.
I'm just.. really sad.
Alcohol isn't a good idea when you're sad.. I realize this now.
*edit* due to people threatening to "kick my ass", I've made my journal friends only. If you really want to be added. I'm sure you'll find a way to let me know.