ouch
my throat still hurts...
its been a tough week. I worked A LOT!
I think Chris is mad at me. Which makes me cry a lot. I kinda feel like shit in general about all that.
I got to see Michael. I woke him up last night so I could go cry in his bed. It made me feel better. Then we went to see Christmas With the Kranks tonight. Twas fun.
Unfortunately, I think I'm developing a "just screw it" attitude. Live in the here and now moment. That can lead to trouble I learned.
You can't relive the past. I wish I could change it though... sometimes. Other times I think I'm crazy for wanting to change the way things are/were. I make no sense, except maybe to like.. 3 people.
I finally have my own login on this computer, so I've been customizing everything, to make it just the way I want. I wanna redo my room... any suggestions?
I got paid today. It was a nice check. Now I can pay people back.
Sometimes I wish to be lathered in gifts. Is that alot to ask of a boyfriend? Or maybe to just be waited on. I would have waited for him. I wouldn't have just left. They don't have to be expensive gifts. Its just the thought that counts.
Ok, I'm done
its been a tough week. I worked A LOT!
I think Chris is mad at me. Which makes me cry a lot. I kinda feel like shit in general about all that.
I got to see Michael. I woke him up last night so I could go cry in his bed. It made me feel better. Then we went to see Christmas With the Kranks tonight. Twas fun.
Unfortunately, I think I'm developing a "just screw it" attitude. Live in the here and now moment. That can lead to trouble I learned.
You can't relive the past. I wish I could change it though... sometimes. Other times I think I'm crazy for wanting to change the way things are/were. I make no sense, except maybe to like.. 3 people.
I finally have my own login on this computer, so I've been customizing everything, to make it just the way I want. I wanna redo my room... any suggestions?
I got paid today. It was a nice check. Now I can pay people back.
Sometimes I wish to be lathered in gifts. Is that alot to ask of a boyfriend? Or maybe to just be waited on. I would have waited for him. I wouldn't have just left. They don't have to be expensive gifts. Its just the thought that counts.
Ok, I'm done