Christmas sucks
Well this christmas will be the wrose one i have ever had. Both my grandparents are dying. My mother has been cring everynight cause of my grandparents, my brother leaving and being a rotten little bastard, my divorce, and Jim being sued by some jackass guy that was stealing money. I am upset cause of my grandparents dying and my mother being so upset. Things in my family are just not right. We are all suffering and its not easy and with the hoildays its even worse cause everyone else is happy and cheerful and we are not. Some people are upset cause of loved ones being gone but that doesn't mean anything compared to a loved one dying and being gone forever. (yes i got into a fight about it today) I just can't handle it anymore why do things have to be so hard for me and my family.