Apr 25, 2006 17:13
I'm sorry that i have to put this but this is a true thing that has been bugging me for like ever.....ok!
I'm feel so embarrassed!! like i havent said anything b/c i dont want shit to start up and ugh! I mean like for real, how are you gonna lie to me and tell me that you didnt want a girlfriend and that u still wanted to be with me, but couldnt b/c ur too busy! ok but umm...question....HOW YOU GONNA SAY THAT TO ME, THEN 2-3 WEEKS LATER YOU GO WITH SOMEONE ELSE, WHO HAS LIKED YOU SINCE WE'VE BEEN DATING!?!
Okay like that's foreal ignorant and people be asking me "how does it feel to kno that ur boyfriend,well ex boyfriend dissed you for a white girl? a blonde a matter of fact!?
I've been little miss quiet about the situation and i'm like im used to it now b/c this happens to me all the time. But since i'm older i cant get over all that shit that guys have done to me its sooo unbelieveable! I can't get over how he did that to me and then wanna act like he's done nothing wrong. To this day! I can't get over it and people ask me the same damn questions and i'm fucking tired of it!!! Some say that I'm a good one for still talking to him and being all cool with him, just like b4 we were a couple and some say that it's good that we talk, its just that one day he's gonna realize he did something real stupid and he's gonna regret it later on.
I'm about 50/50 but im like cool with him cuz he's a cool guy but then he's a real asshole! ugh! omg!!!
I don't kno what i should do! It's like I'm under a curse and i need someone to break the curse for me. But, I dont know who could do that for me. So yea....I think that's all I have to say right now