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[keerdan]

I haven't really done anything or seen anyone since my first day back. It sucks. I didn't even go to that Bachelor Party. I was too busy sulking. I shouldn't sulk. I'm too sexy to sulk.

... I wonder if that Estë character is any good.

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[gentle_este]

Come on. Let's sort out this fear of rejection you have. Since my formerly most interesting patient never bothers to come and see me anymore, and my new most interesting patient appears to have cured himself, I need a good case to work on. Come on. Give me your issues. >:|

[keerdan]

... You know, for once I'm not going to argue about having issues. Really think you can help?

[gentle_este]

It's my job ain't it?

Right. Tell me about your mother. Oh, wait you don't have a mother do you? Damn. You didn't have a childhood either. Whoo, tough crowd.

Erm...

I'm not going to argue about having issues.

AHA! Okay, tell me why you think that.

[keerdan]

Nope, neither mother nor father nor childhood. Sucked really. Just woke up one day and was. Not fair.

AHA! Okay, tell me why you think that.

I just want to know if that stuff you said a while back was really true. Here's your chance to prove yourself.

[gentle_este]

((AHAHAHAHA, munthing can't remember what she said! :p ))

All right, okay. Erm, why do you persist in pursuing Earwen? You claim to love her but your constant attention makes her unhappy. Soooo, if you really loved her you'd give up.

Ergo, I believe you are more in love with the idea of being in love. That's safer than actually pursuing a realistic commitment.

*looks smug*

What do you think about that?

[keerdan]

...

I think Eärwen's hot.

[gentle_este]

Is that all Eärwen is to you? A hot chick? Pure physical attraction is not love. What is it that you can say about her, other than her appearance, that you love about her?

[keerdan]

Of course she's more than a hot chick to me! I can't put into words the way I feel about her though, or why I feel that way. I've always loved her, since the moment I met her, and I can't explain why.

[gentle_este]

Hmm. Okay, can you say anything about her? Describe her to me.

[keerdan]

She's Eärwen... she's beyond description. She's kind and caring and beautiful and perfect. What else can I say?

[gentle_este]

That's really vague Cirdan. I would have expected someone in love to be able to give a more accurate description of their beloved.

Right now this is sounding more like obsession than love to me.

[keerdan]

I'm not obsessed!

*sheepish grin* She's just hard to describe. I don't know what you want me to say. She's the only woman I've ever cared about.

[gentle_este]

Um...Cirdan. Do you regret not having a childhood? A childhood...and all the things that go with it? Like...parents?

[keerdan]

Well, yeah. That's what I said here. I think it sucks a lot that I just woke up one day all fully formed and adult-like. Now kids get parents to take care of them and love them and they have all this carefree time before they have to grow up and worry. I wanted that!

[gentle_este]

Mm-hm...so you'd really like someone to care for you and look out for you like a mother would?

[keerdan]

Well, yeah. Even after people grow up they still have a mother to take care of them. I don't. :(

...Where's this going, anyway?