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i love how the last couple entries on my friends page are about how people are writting in their livejournals instead of writting papers and such, my how we've all grown up. thats exactally what im doing too though. i need to vent. and i know no one even reads this shit anymore, but i still need to vent so im going to do it anyways.
this week sucks. school sucks. everyone around me sucks. i hate chemistry and the fact that no matter how much i study or how hard i try i still fuck it all up. i hate iah. i hate the class. and the assignments, and the stupid 5 page paper im supposed to be doing. i dont care though. because im in a horrible mood. how is it that when one bad thing happens 10 more have to happen right after, just to multiply the horrible mood i was already in by that much more. i give up. i give up on school. on relationships. on everything. dont ever rely on other people to make you happy because in the end it just makes you even more unhappy. i just need this week to be done. i need to have it be thursday at 4:50 pm, and then it is officially spring break. and i can go up north with some of my favorite people and get away from all this shit. and on sunday when i come back, i can come back to my house and relax and still be away from all this bullshit.
i just need a break thats all. and then ill be fine.
this week sucks. school sucks. everyone around me sucks. i hate chemistry and the fact that no matter how much i study or how hard i try i still fuck it all up. i hate iah. i hate the class. and the assignments, and the stupid 5 page paper im supposed to be doing. i dont care though. because im in a horrible mood. how is it that when one bad thing happens 10 more have to happen right after, just to multiply the horrible mood i was already in by that much more. i give up. i give up on school. on relationships. on everything. dont ever rely on other people to make you happy because in the end it just makes you even more unhappy. i just need this week to be done. i need to have it be thursday at 4:50 pm, and then it is officially spring break. and i can go up north with some of my favorite people and get away from all this shit. and on sunday when i come back, i can come back to my house and relax and still be away from all this bullshit.
i just need a break thats all. and then ill be fine.