Aug 16, 2005 12:47
well..as of tommorow i am going to be back in the white wall paradise..also known as shepard. i cant stand thinking about going back another year of hell..im really excited that its my last year tho then im finished with that place and the people forever. im bummed that summer is over. i mean i complained too much this summer of there not being anything to do but now that its comming to an end..i enjoyed every minute of it. even if it meant doing nothing. the beginning of summer was so fun because we had stuff to do and things to drink like the first couple weeks then it slowed down and all that mattered was just everyone hanging out. there was way to much drama this summer and i wasnt really used to it because last summer was so different. but i can honestly say now i dont mind the drama that went on sure it was gay at the time but now its another funny story to add about my summer..im happy i got to spend it with the people i did even though it might not have seemed like it. im kinda nervous about going back to skool cuz i have a feeling its gonna fuck some things up like frinedships. basically what i got from this summer is not doing anything can lead to being the happiest person ever as long as you are with the right people..and also, when u loose things close to you...you gain so much more its amazing.......i couldnt ask for anything better.