[im tired of this]
so.
i've cried a lot lately.
thought a lot lately.
frankly, im sick of it.
sam.
im sorry if i haven't that much of a friend lately
i miss you, even though you're there everyday
it's not the same
it's not like it used to be.
im done with trying to re-connect with old friends
some people never change
im sorry for not listening sam.
im done with letting people walk all over me
im seriously sick of it
im sick of the drama
the friends that slowly slip away from what and who they are and turn into someone depressing because of so many different reasons.
gleneste.
sickens me.
the sight of school makes me want to just crawl away and die.
this same routine everyday.
it's like playing russian roulette but dying everytime and having to re-live it.
i can't take it.
im sorry for the certain friends i've hurt
im truly sorry
im sorry to everyone really.
i love my friends. ill always be there.
i've thought to much.
restless.
anxious.
aggervated.
thought about;
friends
andrew
school
a lot of stuff.
i love andrew
with ALL of my heart
he means the world to me
i love my friends
i just wish the un-wanted people will stop making everyone else's life a lot harder to live happily
[song of this week]
[elliot smith]
Haven't laughed this hard in a long time I better stop now before I start crying Go off to sleep in the sunshine I don't want to see the day when it's dying She's a sight to see, she's good to me I'm already somebody's baby She's a pretty thing and she knows everything But I'm already somebody's baby You don't deserve to be lonely But those drugs you got won't make you feel better Pretty soon you'll find it's the only Little part of your life you're keeping together I'm nice to you, I could make it through That you're already somebody's baby I could make you smile if you stayed a while But how long will you stay with me baby Because your candle burns too bright Well, I almost forgot it was twilight Even if I think that you are right Well, I'm tired of being down, I got no fight You're wonderful, when it's beautiful But I'm already somebody's baby And if I went with you I'd disappoint you too Well, I'm already somebody's baby Already somebody's baby