Very sad, booo.

Jul 22, 2008 23:25


Wooooooow.
This is really it, huh?
One month left until I start a brand new life.
Well you know what..
I've never been more scared, confused, excitied, nervous, depressed in my whole life.

I've had friends that I've known since I was 6 years old who have grown into my best friends.
I'm lucky enough to have one of them as my roommate.
Unfortunately the other one is going to be living in Mt. Pleasant for the next four years.
I've also had friends that I've known since I was only 11 years old.
I'm glad to say that two of them have stuck with me since then, and I'm glad to call them my best friends.
It's also very depressing that both of them will be here miles away from where I wish they were.

I may sound stupid and ridiclious but they are my life.
If I spend a day without them I'm lost.
What am I suppose to do when I'll be spending days and even weeks at a time without them?
I tell them my whole life story and now I'm going to be all by myself.
I sound pathetic and whiny but I don't want my life to change.
I don't want new friends, I'm content with the ones I got.

No one really reads this anyway but if you are my friend I just want to say..
I love you sooooo much, you mean the world to me.
And no matter what happens in the future I will do everything in my power to keep us together.
Best Friends Forever right?
Duhhh. =D

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