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Lalala so everyone is writing in this more and I'm kinda glad because I didn't want to be the only loser to still use one of these.
I can't believe summer is almost over. Honestly I'm not ready for next year. I'm not ready to fill out applications for college. I'm not ready to graduate. I'm not ready to be declined and accepted to different schools. I'm not ready for the real world.
We get our schedules next year and I'm afraid to see what I have. I'm afraid I'm not going to get what I asked for. I'm afraid that I will be alone in all of my classes. I'm afraid of being a senior.
I don't really know if this is normal or not. I was shaking on Friday night of band camp just looking back on how far I've gotten. I've had three amazing years at that high school and it's almost over. No more band. No more swimming. No more softball. No more dances. Why? Why did it have to end so fast?
I know by this time next year I'm going to be feeling alot worse. Because I still have a whole year with these people, and next year at this time we'll be saying our good byes. Hopefully it won't be the end, because I love my friends to much to leave them forever. I can't accept change very well, and I can't accept all my friends leaving.
Hm. I guess this summer has been great. There's been good times and bad times, but isn't it always like that? We still have like 2 weeks so everyone we gotta partyyyyyyyy =]
I can't believe summer is almost over. Honestly I'm not ready for next year. I'm not ready to fill out applications for college. I'm not ready to graduate. I'm not ready to be declined and accepted to different schools. I'm not ready for the real world.
We get our schedules next year and I'm afraid to see what I have. I'm afraid I'm not going to get what I asked for. I'm afraid that I will be alone in all of my classes. I'm afraid of being a senior.
I don't really know if this is normal or not. I was shaking on Friday night of band camp just looking back on how far I've gotten. I've had three amazing years at that high school and it's almost over. No more band. No more swimming. No more softball. No more dances. Why? Why did it have to end so fast?
I know by this time next year I'm going to be feeling alot worse. Because I still have a whole year with these people, and next year at this time we'll be saying our good byes. Hopefully it won't be the end, because I love my friends to much to leave them forever. I can't accept change very well, and I can't accept all my friends leaving.
Hm. I guess this summer has been great. There's been good times and bad times, but isn't it always like that? We still have like 2 weeks so everyone we gotta partyyyyyyyy =]