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the acid trip went okay. the sunset was beautiful, luckily, and the pinkish light gathered in the hollows of the trees around the dried-up lake in a way that i really liked. i was briefly terrified by an angry dude attacking a portajohn near our tent, yelling 'fuck! shit! fucker!' i carried a glowing pitchfork and BF carried borrowed nun-chucks with glowsticks duck taped to them. he got really good at spinning chucks last year but they got stolen along with the rest of his stuff. so he borrowed them and he was good at spinning again. it was fun to watch the glowsticks spinning through the darkness, but i wasn't seeing tracers or any visuals at all. i had to remind myself several times that i was a mermaid in a waterfall and if i wanted i didn't have to stay under the waterfall. when you trip acid sometimes staying in one place is intolerable, so anytime I wasn't moving it was intolerable and I thought I'd jump out of my skin. Instead I grabbed my pitchfork and walked in a circle around the tree, then I walked under the archway, I jumped over puddles of shadows (if I stepped in the shadow I'd fall to the center of the earth), we walked down to the waterfall next to the campground. Some people were down there also spinning toys with glowsticks attached to them. The people on my right were having a great time, smoking pot and drinking from a giant pewter mug of whiskey. The people on my left were complaining that they'd been told not to spin fire at the waterfall. The girl who gave us the acid stood with her giant hula hoop in her hand, one foot firmly planted and said 'I'm insured. I'm insured. I'll call the fire marshal MYSELF!' so maybe one day they'll be able to spin fire at the waterfall. I whispered to BF that I had to leave. We left and went back to the tent where he stayed outside in the yard spinning nunchucks til 3am. I was already tired by midnight, but I couldn't fall asleep til he did. I just laid in bed clutching my pitchfork and my little stuffed rhino, smoking pot and thinking about diamonds and rainbows. It was fun but I like mushrooms better.