Aug 21, 2006 13:07
if you didn't care to read my last entry, you probably won't care to read this one. because it's about jessie again.
she got out of the hospital yesterday. she told me she cheated her way out of there, though. convincing them that she was ok so they would let her leave. she was able to walk again though, which was awesome. I went hang out with her at her house yesterday not too long after she got home. she's doing fine. it's just that memory loss thing is still there. and apparent. I really, really do hope it winds up being temporary.
I went through her phone because we wanted to see who she remembered (or didn't remember). she took some paper and a pen and jotted down names as I went along. there were about 10 people in her phone that she doesn't remember. only 3 of which I know. but she was close to two of them recently. and it just made me really sad. as I know it did her. I can't imagine having someone completely erased from your memory. I can't imagine knowing someone so well one day, and then not even recognizing their name the next. I just really hope it's temporary. at least she remembers most other things. it's just weird when I sat there trying to explain someone to her. and explain the time that we all hung out together. that night where we went to barnes and noble, drove around listening to brand new and taking back sunday, and sat by the lake. she doesn't remember. but at least things aren't that bad. and at least she's optimistic about it all.
but I also found out what happened as with the drugged water. during maylene, apparently water bottles were thrown into the crowd from the stage. I'm not sure if the band was throwing them, or what. but she caught one. and she drank it. because it was so rediculously hot in there. so therefore, that's how this water got into her body.
it still pisses me off so much that someone would do that. what if a little kid caught that water and began to drink it? I know I saw a few kids who had to be about 11 or 12. and I mean, jessie's only 15 anyway. it just baffles my mind why anyone would do this. I just can't understand what kind of sick and twisted human being would stoop that low. to almost kill someone. I just want to find this person so bad. so do many other people. I'm just so angry about it.
it's weird though. to think that I saved someone's life this past weekend. it's so...crazy. I don't know how to describe it.
but in other news, today was my first day at UNO. my first day of college. woah, that's weird to say. I'm in college. anyways, my morning didn't get off to a good start. I was late because of traffic, and then I couldn't find anywhere to park. I had to park really far away. and plus, it's so hot outside. thankfully brad was able to show my where my first class was since I came across him. I know 2 people in my first class, and 1 in my second. so that's good. and I got to see mike. that's good as well. hopefully the rest of my week will go a little better. blah.
- adrianne