IM listening to SLIPKNOT
The song is Duality.. it is the best song for the mood that i am in now.. i wanted to kill "K"rystal today.. i mean she is just pissing me the fuck off.. PLUS she pissed my fucking bed when she spent the night.. she told me that she was going to be able to brake me and josh and justine apart.. and she is not understanding that she will die before that fucking happends.... I miss justine.. she is the only one that keeps me fucking sain i want to walk over to fucking crystals house and fucking grab her by her hair and drag her out by it.. then repetitly bang her skull in to the cenment untill her blood and what little brains she has spills out.;.Then kicking in her ribs.. And if she is still alive i will brake her fucking jaw.. i just want to fucking kill her.. she doesnt diserve to be fucking alive... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.. i dont know what else to say about that nasty little bitch who can controll her fucking blatter.. yea.. anyways.. i dont fucking know.. i am soo fucking lost.. i mean i dont know what to do.. i dont think that my pills are working to well when i want to fucking kill some one.. which is funny because i started taking two of them to be there more.. and "K"rystal still gets me to come down.. and the whole time i was talking to her in choir i just wanted to grab her and slam her against the fucking wall and kill her... bash her head.. and i told her that and she started laughing....
I guess she doesnt believe that i will fucking kill her.. HELLO.. i went to fucking choildrens villiage for assult and battery and attemtive murder.. and assult with a deadly weapon.. HELLO.. she doesnt fucking know me she has no right to laugh at her fucking destiny.. because i see my fucking fist going right into her fucking jaw.. maybe then it will shut her the fuck up.. DAMN IT.,. i am so fucking pissed offf
AND on top of that i had to wash all my fucking sheets and scrub my bed and i STILL wont fucking touch the bed.... I mean that is sooo fucking cross... damn ... it.... i want... to.. fucking.... cut....!!!some...one.... talk .... to .... me... damn...it.... Grrrrr............... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ..... I hate all this fucking drama.. i thought i got out of all it.. but yea.. if "K"rystal says one more fucking thing to nicole,justine,or josh i am just going to beat her fucking face in.. damn it.. well i have to go.. talk to you all later...
One pissed ass bitch...
lissa ;o@
I guess she doesnt believe that i will fucking kill her.. HELLO.. i went to fucking choildrens villiage for assult and battery and attemtive murder.. and assult with a deadly weapon.. HELLO.. she doesnt fucking know me she has no right to laugh at her fucking destiny.. because i see my fucking fist going right into her fucking jaw.. maybe then it will shut her the fuck up.. DAMN IT.,. i am so fucking pissed offf
AND on top of that i had to wash all my fucking sheets and scrub my bed and i STILL wont fucking touch the bed.... I mean that is sooo fucking cross... damn ... it.... i want... to.. fucking.... cut....!!!some...one.... talk .... to .... me... damn...it.... Grrrrr............... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ..... I hate all this fucking drama.. i thought i got out of all it.. but yea.. if "K"rystal says one more fucking thing to nicole,justine,or josh i am just going to beat her fucking face in.. damn it.. well i have to go.. talk to you all later...
One pissed ass bitch...
lissa ;o@