Using this journal entry to reply to justine...
Yea they have had sex but every time he has to be pissed ass drunk.. because thats how nasty she is. and he is not going to go out with her when he knows he can have both and not have to pay for it.. i mean why by the mean when the beginger plater is that DAMN buffay.. lol. Anyways.. maybe we should hang out...
Well i have become a new person.. I no longer need mark,. because well all mark was doing was making me look bad to my OTHER friends.. because everytime my friends where over i had to ask them to leave so i could go with mark.. and then blow them off.. And i had to hide a bunch of shit because he always made me feel bad and ashamed when i dont need to be..
And sarah i really just want to kick her fucking ass.. i mean she is trying to give justine a hard time.. but hahaha... that aint going to fucking work.. because he loves justine.. and how can sarah compair he self to me.. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.....
I mean yea i had sex with jason.. but that wasnt something i am proud of like she is.. i mean yea i am not going to lie i have always wanted to do that with him.. BUT I DONT HAVE ANYMORE FEELINGS FOR HIM WHICH MADE IT POINTLESS... SO YEA.. I mean i dont know.. i dont like him anymore.. yea i still love him.. but not in that sence.. i love him for making me a stronger person.. not as i love him and want to be with him..
I dont know it is really pissing me off all these girls hanging all over him.. and i just dont want justine to get hurt.. i mean its my "little JustinE" lol.. and these bitchs are going to get there fucking ass beat if they dont stop...
I am soo fucking pissed.. i cant believe shamoo fucking said that i was no diffrent.. i am diff.. i am very diff.. damn it i want to cut my self agian...
well got to go..
lissa
Well i have become a new person.. I no longer need mark,. because well all mark was doing was making me look bad to my OTHER friends.. because everytime my friends where over i had to ask them to leave so i could go with mark.. and then blow them off.. And i had to hide a bunch of shit because he always made me feel bad and ashamed when i dont need to be..
And sarah i really just want to kick her fucking ass.. i mean she is trying to give justine a hard time.. but hahaha... that aint going to fucking work.. because he loves justine.. and how can sarah compair he self to me.. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.....
I mean yea i had sex with jason.. but that wasnt something i am proud of like she is.. i mean yea i am not going to lie i have always wanted to do that with him.. BUT I DONT HAVE ANYMORE FEELINGS FOR HIM WHICH MADE IT POINTLESS... SO YEA.. I mean i dont know.. i dont like him anymore.. yea i still love him.. but not in that sence.. i love him for making me a stronger person.. not as i love him and want to be with him..
I dont know it is really pissing me off all these girls hanging all over him.. and i just dont want justine to get hurt.. i mean its my "little JustinE" lol.. and these bitchs are going to get there fucking ass beat if they dont stop...
I am soo fucking pissed.. i cant believe shamoo fucking said that i was no diffrent.. i am diff.. i am very diff.. damn it i want to cut my self agian...
well got to go..
lissa