Finally .
The look on your face and the tears in your eyes inconsequently portrays the disaster ahead of us. The loss of two friends can only end in your own self distruction. I try not to pity you in hopes you will find yourself throughout this mess, but if by some chance you happen to fall and hit the pavement with dirt in your hair and torn clothing, begging for just enough money to get you through the night on a fix . I'm sorry we did this to you, I'm sorry I did this to you .