(no subject)
You are terribly
terribly pretty
When you lean over the
convenient store counter
pointing and waving your
finger in the sleeves that are torn
they’re always tore
but only at this store
it must be the florescent lightning
that makes my skin green
and your sleeves tore
as you point for the cigarettes
“No, not those,
no, the ones a little more over,
there, right beside the kind that
my mother used to smoke
at my birthday parties
she’d light the candles
with the ends of her cigarettes
and I always wished next year that
she wouldn’t.
Yep, those”
i mean
you really must be a
gold metal winner in leaning
and i mean well
So terribly
terribly
pretty
two dollars and fifty
i’ll bet
your mother must be so proud
that you’re not married
so everyone can just
get a little bit of you
you’ve got hundreds of blue
ribbons hanging from your bedpost
you lean towards late breakfasts and French toast
you lean towards untied shoes and parcel posts
you lean towards sailboats and fur coats
you lean towards sickness diagnosed
you lean towards me in a puff of smoke
but you lean towards terribly
terribly pretty
deaths the most
and you smile at long yellow funerals
Phantom marching band thundering all through the towns, mountains, and other "Scandinavian/large/landscapes.jpg"
(super rare occurance found on the back of an essay I printed out at school, and other papers i've been finding)
i keep finding all these places on the backs of paper, sometimes right in my place day after day, probably beucase i am supposed to have been there.
maybe everywhere exsists like this at some point. it's hard to imagine otherwise, most everything happens within my windowframe someone on a bike goes by, and i fall in love with my neighbors on either sides. so, like, maybe i can just print out college and me being there(or me not at college and feeling completly ok about it),
and then print out me being happy.
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I Am Bored
I Am Lonely
I Hate My Life
I Ain't Got Nobody
I Ain't Thick It's Just A Trick
I'm So Glad
I Feel So High