my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me..
woke up at 12 and now im waiting for my dad to come pick me up. ahh sitting here with cramps that hurt like a bitch. yesterday i went to ryans from 1-3:30 and my fingers hurt soo bad. g=hes teaching me to play the guitar, I SUCK haha but im going to practice practice practice, i learned 5 songs and considering that that is the first time i have ever picked up a guitar i guess thats pretty good.! then i went to my shrinks and after my mom dropped me off at camerons and i had the worst cramps ever!i just layed on his bed and watched the butterfly effect with him the whole time. beth showed me his baby pictures awwww hahahaha. im glad his parents trust me. im one of the only people hes allowed to see right now.i also forgot to write that i broke up with cameron 2 days ago. hes my best friend and i love him soo much more when we are friends and i never want to lose him. he cant leave me for that place...