Jan 17, 2010 00:41
My mind wanders constantly. Concentration really is not in my vocabulary. Endless babble.
Ah, I read Twilight for the 300000000 time and it was equally as amazing. What I took from it this time:
-Bella is completely and utterly forgettable. The only reason Edward gives her the second look is because he doesn't understand her. Which only makes their love stronger.
-Stephanie Meyer definitely left traces here and there that make Midnight Sun a possibility and I LOVE that. Clever, clever.
-I reeaaallly need Midnight Sun to get completed.
-I'm going to go see New Moon again. By myself.
I feel the depression swirling. I fight it off, try to brush it away and send it off to some other nation. Yet, it creeps back again and again. So it's time to take care of this for real. With all the uncertainty that consumes my life, I have begun allowing it to control me. The need for stability is so pressing in me that sometimes I think of nothing else.
I want space for myself. This space cannot be defined. Internal turmoil.
2010. Please.