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I'm freaking out big time.
I have an appointment coming up soon for my jaw to figure out if i'm going through with the surgery or not. I have to have an echo cardiogram done because my EKG showed an abnormality, one of my ventricles is pumping faster than the others and it could be from nerves but just to be sure I need to get it done. It's bull shit because I have never had a heart problem ever, no chest pain or tightness or anything. Hell, even my blood pressure is at the low end of the normal scale. I hope to god it's just from me being nervous or the new girl setting them on me in the wrong places.
Then I have to have an appointment to get an endoscopy done because not only do heart problems run in the family but so does colon cancer.
I'm so freaked out right now.
Oh and I almost hit three people on the road today because I kept passing out, I fucking hate being a narcoleptic.
I really need someone to comfort me and I don't have anyone to do that. Even if I was with Hans still, he doesn't do the comfort thing.
Ugh
I have an appointment coming up soon for my jaw to figure out if i'm going through with the surgery or not. I have to have an echo cardiogram done because my EKG showed an abnormality, one of my ventricles is pumping faster than the others and it could be from nerves but just to be sure I need to get it done. It's bull shit because I have never had a heart problem ever, no chest pain or tightness or anything. Hell, even my blood pressure is at the low end of the normal scale. I hope to god it's just from me being nervous or the new girl setting them on me in the wrong places.
Then I have to have an appointment to get an endoscopy done because not only do heart problems run in the family but so does colon cancer.
I'm so freaked out right now.
Oh and I almost hit three people on the road today because I kept passing out, I fucking hate being a narcoleptic.
I really need someone to comfort me and I don't have anyone to do that. Even if I was with Hans still, he doesn't do the comfort thing.
Ugh