im coming home in two weeks

[keepingitdull]

thanksgiving was interesting at least.
my mom came out from florida.
im glad she lives there and i live here.
she brought my grandma with her.
they drank a lot and yelled at me most of the time.

i got my tickets to go home for christmas.
im leaving denver december 17
and coming back january 6.

my phone is getting disconnected for good
sometime in the next few days.
its a piece of shit anyways.
im wicked poor.

i dont really know what else is new
pretty much just work and drugs and friends.

ricky hasnt been talking to me lately.
he got a new girlfriend.
i think the same thing is about to happen with jacki.
her and austin might get back together.
which means ill be hanging with people from work a lot more.
not that im complaining...
there is someone i wouldnt mind seeing every day.
he has no idea though.
hes kind of occupied with this other girl
who is moving to denver in a few weeks.
hes better off without her though
and he knows it.
but for now we just smoke and watch movies.

dad is all pissed off about this christmas thing.
i guess my aunt and uncle are meddling a lot.
i really hope sean doesnt bring leah.
she doesnt belong with us for christmas.
if things dont go well this time
im not going to feel like i belong anywhere in the world.

i hate getting my hopes up.