to feel so young and free...
so i told her to tell him i thought he was gorgeous. i should have told him myself he was so close. but i did share a few stuttered and hushed 'have fun's and what not. i've never felt so intimidated or so weak. gosh, i sound so pathetic. what happened to the independent woman thing? eh? well first off, im only a teenager, not a woman. and i'm so very confused. and i don't think i have ever blushed so much in the presence of anyone. gah i really feel young and naive and so very ignorant at the moment.