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pictures are sometimes very confusing.
whenever i look through all the pictures i have on my computer, i get this overwhelming desire to make things how they were.
but then i thought about it, those were moments someone bothered to capture...meaning they were worth remembering. no one was sitting there taking pictures when we were annoyed with each other, or had nothing to do and nowhere to go. no one was taking pictures of everyone individually sitting in front of their computers complaining about boredom.
though, the moments that were captured previously still seem different as compared to now.
it's as though everything is so centered around alcohol. parties. being fucked up. the RAGE. it kind of bums me out that the less party you are, the less people want to hang out with you. if it doesn't involve drinking, it isn't as important.
not that i have a problem with drinking, it enables me to be more social with those that i normally wouldn't. i just don't like that sometimes i feel like i have to drink to be able to hang out with my best friends and have a good time. it changed from hanging out and drinking to drinking in order to hang out.
everyone has those moments where they want to disconnect.
no, i want to RE-connect.
i absolutely 100% truly miss my friends.
i'm not sure why all this is in my mind right now. this is the first remotely personal entry i've written in quite sometime.
last friday i saw rx bandits. and this saturday i went to rock the bells.
both completely different from each other, but distinctly similar because of one thing.... passion.
it's so refreshing to know that people care so much about what they are doing. not just music, but the message.
whenever i look through all the pictures i have on my computer, i get this overwhelming desire to make things how they were.
but then i thought about it, those were moments someone bothered to capture...meaning they were worth remembering. no one was sitting there taking pictures when we were annoyed with each other, or had nothing to do and nowhere to go. no one was taking pictures of everyone individually sitting in front of their computers complaining about boredom.
though, the moments that were captured previously still seem different as compared to now.
it's as though everything is so centered around alcohol. parties. being fucked up. the RAGE. it kind of bums me out that the less party you are, the less people want to hang out with you. if it doesn't involve drinking, it isn't as important.
not that i have a problem with drinking, it enables me to be more social with those that i normally wouldn't. i just don't like that sometimes i feel like i have to drink to be able to hang out with my best friends and have a good time. it changed from hanging out and drinking to drinking in order to hang out.
everyone has those moments where they want to disconnect.
no, i want to RE-connect.
i absolutely 100% truly miss my friends.
i'm not sure why all this is in my mind right now. this is the first remotely personal entry i've written in quite sometime.
last friday i saw rx bandits. and this saturday i went to rock the bells.
both completely different from each other, but distinctly similar because of one thing.... passion.
it's so refreshing to know that people care so much about what they are doing. not just music, but the message.